My Mood Tonight. Stream of Consciousness.

So it is Friday night. Almost everyone in Canton is at OC's Christmas Party and me, Rylan, David Lee, and Eric are sitting in my room just sitting on Facebook and debating on watching a movie. It is hot in this room. Whenever it is hot in a room, I get edgy. I don't like being in this kind of mood. People are talking. But I don't listen. I write. Or I try to. Its been a long day. Scratch that, its been a long night. People coming in and out of the room, yelling, talking about things that don't matter, bad planning for hanging out with people, etc. What a great Friday night huh? What do i need to be doing? Anything but just sitting here. I need to be at least watching a movie, listening to music, having real conversation. Am I going to? Probably not. But I think this is one of the nights that I need to be alone, outside, reading, in a dark room, something. Anything. I can't wait for break, where I can wake up, work out, play piano and guitar all day, and then go to sleep. It will be amazing. But will I miss anyone? A select few. And they know who they are. But there I go again, making music and God my number one priorities. Which I am perfectly fine with. Would I rather be alone and have music? Yes. Because with music, you are not alone. You can change people with your music. And right now, it seems like tonight would be perfect. This writing thing does help. I recommend trying if you haven't already. God Bless.